Three Days of Silence

It started on Wednesday, the day of the blue feeling occupied

The darkness settled upon my fainted heart

I was flickering zombie

His words last night was just like a sword

Suddenly killed my hopes

Totally killed the soul that never dim or overcast lately

Just like a slap, torn away the fort of mine

I assured myself

‘I am okay’

But, again it’s hard to say everything was alright

Pretending, was just a kind of self-trap for me

I was filled with tears…

Loneliness welcomed me again

He kept no sign

He seemed not really care and care-less

Were I just belong to you in happiness?

Were I just belong to you, when world was just like a heaven?

Were I just belong to you, when the winter was just like spring?

Were I...

Look at me…

Tell me…

What should I do?

I never learn how to be yours; I never learn how to love,

As I know, I was still trying to be the best for you,

I didn’t mean anything, and I asked nothing from you…

As I know, I was staying, hope you could always smile around...

Then, forgive me…

If everything I had made was such a silly thing and still a childlike…

I’m definite person who couldn’t successfully make you happy…

Forgive me for the three days of silence…

I wish I could fill the lily pond again and made a stream on it…

Thanks for everything you’ve made to me…