September 28, 2012

Don't get married unless you are 'ready'.

Something just came across my mind, "Marriage".

It never happened to me to think or even to consider my life will soon end with becoming wife of  Mr. Who.
No, I mean I just found out that my life is getting closer to that big event of everyone's life. They said that marriage is the highest accomplishment in human's life. I previously depicted marriage life as awesome as 'Cinderella' or 'Snow White and the 7 dwarfs", but then it turns to freak me out when I should face the truth that 'Getting Married' is unbelievably not just that awesome as it's depicted.

I am Indonesian after all which people give too much concern into technical things that so called cultural stuffs whatsoever. I don't give too much shit, though. It's just...I tell you, marriage is a gate for you to enter a complex labyrinth space; once you get in, there's no turning back. No, I don't mean to exaggerate or to freak you out. It's just to reconsider your decision before it's too late. Late to regret. Importantly, you should know  very well person who is going to marry you; his/her family, background and other small things which would possibly grow bigger if you can start to talk about them  and even you should know about yourself; whether you will be able to mingle in such family, to love them as big as you love your own family, whether you could live the way they live and the other way around and whether their family could gladly receive and treat you as good as they treat their children. Those things should be fully considered before you step to marriage life. By the way, I suggested you to consider those things, but suddenly those shits scared me much. Errr...  

OK. Overall, the most important thing is commitment. Base your commitments strongly so you could build your life steadily unbreakable. Don't forget to put faith on it.

After all, hopefully we will make a happy sweet long-lasting family! :-)


September 26, 2012

Surat untuk Semesta

Dear Semesta,

Sudah lama aku tak menyapamu. Apakah kau baik-baik saja?

Jangan tanyakan bagaimana kabarku karena ku yakin kau lebih mengetahui apa yang telah, sedang dan akan terjadi dalam hidupku. Bukan begitu wahai Semesta?

Mari melebur dan berdialektika.. Waktu pekat di Taman Gantung Aurora.


New Stage of Life

Halo I am now back as a robot!

It's been mostly more than a year since I wrote my last post. Thesis stuffs kept me busy and drew my attention for nothing else. I have officially got my degree! It took me 3,5 years to engage in Kierkegaard's project,  but it's totally awesome. OK. Let's not talk too much about what had happened.
You may see now I am sitting helplessly in my office waiting for my boss' instructions. NO, it's somehow cool working back here. At least, it's one step closer to my dream when I was child. It doesn't seem perfect though. This is where I start my career. I always do my best for every single day just to reach the next stage of this 'game'.

Sometime, my life now is lonesome. I should wake up early and late for coming home. Less time to share, less time to read, less time to learn, and less time to sleep as well. My only best friend is only smart machines such computer and my blackberry. My laptop is getting too old to be played with. He coughs so much lately and suffers from fever or something. I don't have a heart to push him. He was so much helpful while I was working on my thesis. He woke up almost 24 hours a day accompany me to knit of my dreams. I just now realize that he needs to take a bed rest, but please do not leave me so soon because I still need you, laptop  :( I think I should get round him to go to hospital. Once I have collected some money, I'll fix you, dear. Both of us are lonesome after all.

In spite of such lonesome, I am happy and thank to GOD for what He grants me: family, job which allows me to meet great people like my Ambassador--Mr. Jovan, Mrs. Olga, Mr. Vladan and Mr. Andrej and my future life, Putra. They are such a blessing to me. Thanks God :-)