Januari 26, 2010

Human's Sin

"Sesungguhnya kepunyaan Allah-lah kerajaan langit dan bumi. Dia menghidupkan dan mematikan. Dan sekali-kali tidak ada pelindung dan penolong bagimu selain Allah." (At-Taubah 116)

It's more than remorseful of ours, but we do fill it side by side, a demon

Thou created this creature purely with Thy hand,
carve them keenly that Thou thought it was good, it was best, and it was yes a destiny,
there always be some amazing twists behind Thy hand, it is sacred thing,
we could only comprehend it by contemplating the Verses, Thy sacred Word to us,
Thou blew the soul inside ours to live our life,
and mind as the key of going backwards, forwards or staying still,
Yes we were completely incredible, we are, and yes we will always be,

Nay, we ain't that incredible as Thy hand, we ain't so complete, and we ain't...
the play has started since the day Thou made us, them as the destiny of universe,
the play as a labyrinth, as a greenhouse, as this mirror reflection of faults,
Mind that Thou gave has already tricked our ways, their ways, exactly Thy ways,
World is too much tricky pleasures, fatamorgana, they named it,
We and they were giving mind to this foolish, the ways that never be printed in Thy Verses,
We and they were giving mind to this desperation, emptiness, a deep hole that it used to be the place where Thou was living, fed us and them, fill it up, and wipe all the tears of our confession, our feeling of remorse, and beg it repentently to Thou,
But now,
World are too cruel to be Thy side,
World has been manipulated with ours, their tricky plays with mind on dirty duties,
a half of us were like getting insane instantly, but a half other were about to get back, exactly waiting for a way back coming, and unfortunately it won't..

IRONIC!
I said IT IS IRONIC!
Are they, we, and all Thy creatures still there, giving a Praise for you and stated simple words "Be grateful" for all this blessing stuffs?
Are they, we, and all Thy creatures still there, doing all Thy sacred saying, sacred commands that's already written on Thy Holy Book?
Are they, we, and all Thy creatures still there, begging beesechingly for Thy forgiveness?
Are they, we, and all Thy creatures still there, admiting for their unbounded faults, mistakes that they thought those are forgiveable because of Thy promises that always giving forgiveness everytime they made something wrong, something sinful?
Sadly, THEY, WE ARE NOT DOING THAT!

Aye, Thou has promised to let us back everytime we lost in sinful ways, but does it mean we have to keep doing some mistakes all the times? Does it mean we have to be the same as the donkey?
Does it mean we have to make an excuses for all the sinful stuffs we did by keeping coming back to Thou while we know it just makes Thou as if it's a play, a kid's play?

Nay!

World is too full with our and their masks of hypocrisy, we and they are pretending, betrayers who have already transformed from Thy little Angel into a Demon...
Mind has tricked our way because we never try to force our heart to peace with mind to find a way back, but only looking for it...
Yet, who cares? Thou created us and them to be freely choose,
who will be Thy Heaven and who will be Thy Hell...

It's more than remorseful of ours, but we do fill it side by side, a demon

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